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madame
hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Tuesday, December 06, 2005 11:49 PM
the day was initially great. then just kana dampened! argh.. why you cannot make it de. i want to cry liao arhs. sigh. make me happy for no reason. thought it will not be a problem this week. sigh. forget it man..sobs.. now trying to let my ** cheer me up. hahs. ok la. she did quite a great job. wahaha. now i also don't know what's your mood like. from your past few posts, you sound so sad. sigh. by cheering you up, i also cheer myself up. lols. want to go out with you also have to wait till next year. hais. see la, CHIO BU means CHIO BU! still have to queue so long. i shall make miracles happen. lols. and next time need any songs, just tell me la. ahyo. everytime don't tell me. make me more worry. sigh. this few days you going out. so must be careful and go home early wor. lols. next time you free then you come my house bahs. and if only you become more daring lo. :)

things are different. i still do not know your heart. when will you tell me what your heart is actually thinking about? somehow i don't feel comfortable with a lot of things. sigh. don't know la. wait til i get used to the life then i will be able to know. i guess. lols. hm, you no need buy present for me. it's not worth it. and i also have yet to buy you a present. sigh. please don't waste such money. and also, i'm glad that you are getting close with your that group of people. try to mingle with them more. you can do it de.

this trip not only sucks when i'm overseas. it sucks when i came back. everything really change. the feelings and other stuff. perhaps i need time to get back to the original place that i'm supposed to be in. a lot of things happen today. sucks totally. argh! stupid idiot me! getting sick liao. now cough till want die arhs. everytime come back from thai sure will sick. don't know why. hais. getting bored. nothing much to do except chatting. sigh. bored till want to go sleep liao. but then i'm not tired. sigh. today is a stupid day!! don't want to write le. buais everyone. tomorrow then write more. hee. good night.